i realized something. i only come here to blog when im feeling negative. nevertheless, im going to post something up.
as you can predict, yes, my internet connection has been down. im currently using my PC slash desktop to update my blog -.- it feels really weird. i wanna blog on my LAPPYYYY :( but oh wells. cant really get what you want all the time.
i had my Photoshop lab test last Friday, i think i did pretty alright, was happy to be the first few who finished fast :D as for my C Maths, im washing my hands through it. lol! i've manage to complete everything myself and i hope the results would be a satisfaction. i dont care if i were to fail or whatever. but im pretty satisfied that i actually tried to use my brains. HAAAA!

soooooooooooooooooooo, apart from my school life, i somehow sense that im going to go through this certain procedure in my life again. this particular procedure that kinda causes a heart throb. it doesnt sound as intense as it feels. but yeah.
you gotta accept that fact, stop playing dumb and being in denial. wake up fiascos!


PS: i cant get you out of my head. i miss you so bad. i dont like being emotional without you around me.
..i need a comfort zone.

have a great night to come.

so basically i would like to give special thanks to Hanafi for the treats ;)
so yesterday first place we headed was to the IT fair and got myself my very own ipod touch :) u have no idea how beyond smiles i am. i have been pondering on whether i should get it or not.
"isit a want? or a need?" well guess what? its a need for me. a need to satisfy my desire. AHAHA!

next, dragged our feets to vivo, off to Forever21 and Fox. the top i was eyeing for last week was gone. how lame? i knew i wanna get it like yesterday and when i got there, the whole collection was replaced. FUCK THAT! i hate all of you people!! LOL. that was a total turn off.
after those bitches pulled my mood down, Hanafi treated us Swensens and we caught Paranormal Activity. was SCARY AS HELL. unfortunately, the petrifying feeling didnt last too long. you wanna know why?
here's the sad part. i found out, IT WAS ALL AN ACT. wasnt a real documentary. so much of me being so excited about it eh! =.=
alright. after the movie, we continue shopping for clothes. wasnt happy bcus i didnt buy much stuff that i had in mind. kept me wondering wtf is wrong with singapore's fashion sense? i mean look around the mall. GAWWD. everything seems to look awful. i cant find the perfect piece. :@

so here's the pictures. ENJOYYY :D











fuck, my photoshop isnt done yet :(
ps: i love my eggieeeeeee. hehe
blog soon ;)

FRIGGIN SHAGGED!
i've got myself my very own ipod touch :)
and did some shopping as well. yippee. happy me!
will upload pictures some other time. nights!

im seriously having my PMS now. and im so fucken pissed with the fact that TABITHA NAUSER from singapore idol manage to escape the elimination round for this week. fuck that! this is ridiculous and out of a human mind. wtf? not funny eh!

i hate it when someone's reaction changes the minute they found out im attached. its like... whats wrong with me being in a relationship? urgh. stress much?
and my apologies people. im sorry for being sucha bitch at times. but you guys fucking know im having my PMS. gawd! please try to comprehend my situation. its not so difficult u know -.-

wlao. caryn liau neber take picture wib us!
HAHAHAHA! so i didnt wear eyeliner to school! LOL. sounds like a huge achievement ay? lmao!

as per usual. im kinda bored right now. promise myself to study my programming but wells.. WHATS NEW?!
i feel so stupid just now during my java and maths class. gawd it sucks to feel dumb lah! sometimes i wonder why am i in this course? its absurdly tough and programming are sucha lame-o's! so not my cup of tea! ugh bugger.
i dont like my classmates now. bcus most of them are way smarter than i am. HAHAHAHA! i wanna be beyond intelligent compared to them CAN?!! lol.

PS: i need to note 3 more problems.
kindly let me know whats ur problem?
pps: ITS FOR MY FUCKING ASSIGNMENT. i know. how lame can it get right? -.- loser much!

i feel like going somewhere to just calm my mind. its pretty stuffed up there. i wanna know how it taste like to be selfish. to put myself first, when its all about me myself and i! fuck heck to all. tsk. whats it like ay?

you know what i think?
i think i have been thinking about others way too much! i just care too much! and what do i get in return? NO-THING! and i mean seriously nothing at all. perhaps SYMPATHY. fuck it. im done with all this shit. i dont need sympathy. are people really using me? or am i being so emotional right now bcus im having my fucking PMS?
cb. idontknow!!!

all of you should give it a thought. really. i mean it.

caught 2012 with Haz, Mahmod and Yatti (lol) nice flick (Y)
been really busy with school work and gna have my common test any soon. i seriously have to buck up. my lack of attention is pulling my grades down. need to stop bullshitting.

why do issues run up to me when im feeling all lethargic? when im left with so little energy to give any reasons. i feel shit. i cant breathe. my lungs are covered with piles of mud. help me out?


..or just fuck off.