i realize that i wink too much in pictures.
see what i mean.
and again...
and again..
aziera has grown faaattt!! :D i like!
i just like my teeshirt that i wear it a couple of timeess :D (and again i wink) -.-baked from the heart :)
one word. EWGH! hahaa!
yummy choccc.i cried in school yesterday.
thinking;
i cant handle the pressure any longer.
i need an instantaneous help.
i put a fake smile on my face evrytime.
when am i gonna face the fucking truth?
im crying your name out loud in dead silence.
ther's no reply.
i've lost my smile.
i've lost the energy to run.
i've lost the words to describe how i feel.
i've lost everything.
im trying every minute to just give it another shot.
im trying to bare with the noxious words that i got poked at evrytime.
im slow. but im trying.
how hard is harder?? how??? can you fucking explain?
i tried to understand. but FUCK IT. i dont get it.
thought of regrets flies over my head.
AM I MAKING THE FUCKING RIGHT CHOICE? idk. i swear i dont.
I forced myself to look through the papers,
to get it right this time.
even it means to be bled in pain.
i am tormented with violent headaches.
but i still continued.
results came upon my face.
it fucking proves to me the effort wasnt enough.
HOW MUCH IS ENOUGH?! honestly.
what should i do?
what should i do???!!
im clueless. confused. demoralised.
im done. for now. i guess?
i need an escape to this mess.
please guide me through.
AMIN.
