


today's paper was a hard luck. its ultra shitty with questions that make me think like, "whoa. i see. im dumb. gee thanks." & thanks guys fr the "clue" that turns out to be pretty much, USELESS. baaah. i studied hardcore last night and NOTHING, absolutely nothing that i mugged for came out. felt a little silly and dumb ofcus. and again, cluster headaches came during the paper! defugh! i was like helding a pen with my head on the table; tryna think haaarddd. so i kinda slept right after i realise that most of the qns were tough. too tough :) woke up, and saw mr twang. ohh ya, he asked me if im feeling better this morning. i smiled and replied, "heh, yeh. i guess." LOL. to tell you honestly, i wasnt. I WAS COUGHING LIKE A GRANDMAMA the whole morning. i almost threw up over the table. but out of luck, i manage to control the "nausea" that im having.
went straight back home right after the papers and guesssss whaaaaaaaaaaattt? *controls the mood* NO ONE WAS AT HOME AND I HADDNT GOT ANY KEY TO GET IN. AND I WAITED LIKE A BITCH RIGHT OUT OF MY HOUSE FOR MY MOMMY TO GET BACK HOME WITH THAT CUTE BROTHER OF MINE. yaaa *draaagss* i felt so helpless. i didnt felt good atm and being in that particular situation obviously made it worse! i was standing outside and crying. begging to let in. LOL. i knowww. uber stupid of me to do that. but looook, i was really pathetic!! REALLY PATHETIC!! ibu came back and said, "ohh, dah lame tunggu?" -________________-" dang. i almost wanted to hit myself on the wall. so here i am. pouring, or shall i say, venting out my anger here. hahs.
anddd, thank you ZAC. although we didnt know each other that well or uhmm, just met, you were there to lend a listening ear when i told you that im suffering frm a clinical depression :) thanks for the care and love! :D
*shakes legs* LOL (inside joke)
till then.
no more hates,
yanney.