was just thinking about you guys :) (includes lydia & shalini) i realised that you guys never failed to be there when i needed someone to cry on. you guys are like my pillar of strength. you recognize my flaws. my everything. you know me deep inside. you understood me. you never said, "ahh, crap!" when i gave you reasons. i love you guys like my own sisters. i'll give you the same things that you gave me. A hope. you gave me moral support when i had a breakdown cus of my family issues. when i came to realise that how can i ever live a life without you people. i'll prolly give up life or just suffer in dead silence. but hey! you guys know me well enuf. i cant do that can i? i'll spill. thats what i do. i love you guys for evrything :)meet up tmr okay babes. *hugs*
mr twang told my brother that i cant sit for the retest. its fine. perfectly fine. he said they'll mark VR (valid reason) on my report slip. im okay with it. as i said, i leave it all to god. im happy about it. its enuf being demoralised by my results. evrything happens for a reason. i have to accept this. i cant breakdown like a mad woman begging for a stupid retest. im just happy that i dont have to sit for it so i could concentrate on my O levels which is far more important than my life. (not really, but ya) LOL. i think i talked too much today (prolly cus trillions of things are running through my head). im not just lying in the bed doing nothing. i think. and think. and think. about consequences. about what happens next? what should i do? and what shouldnt i do? that sort of things.
i guess im really done for now.
till then, love yanney!
