im feeling so fugged up.
prolly cus of the upcoming major exams.
im fuhkin scared. my heart is thudding so hard.
it hits my skull that i could feel the agony.
RAAAAAAAAAAAAH. i hate myself.
i hate myself for being sucha scumbag.
i hate myself cus i PROCRASTINATE alot.
i hateeeeeeeeee mmmyyyyssseeeeeelllffff.
i cant resort to suicide cus i hafto treasure my life.
i cant stop thinking cus my heart will burst.
i cant stop worrying cus my brain will start to twitch.
i dont know what to do.
i see people walking by with their bright smile slid across their faces.
i see people walking into polytechnics looking satisfied.
i see people.................. DEAD. === dead people.
i think im gonna die soooooooooon.
tell me what to do.
im lost without you.