that boy called me AGAIN! urgh! i was super dumb to pick up the fone. (sighs) he asked me why didnt i want to talk to him and stuff.
him- you have to make ur choice.
are you avoiding me?
me- uhhh.. yes. i am avoiding you.
i dont feel like talking to you atm.
him- okay. but why? still pissed?
me- yes!
him & me- *awkward silence*
= then i hung up.
he called me back instantly (-.-")
him- why did you hang up?
me- i dont know.
him- just tell me if you really
want me to get out of your life.
me- i dont know.
him- well, do you?
me- maybe?
him- why? isit cus you're still pissed?
me- maybe?
he started to like blaber something which i didnt paid attention of. i was like. whatever. and he's voice became angrier- and angry-errrr!! i couldnt help myself but giggle. AHAHAHAHA!! (thank god he didnt hear it) so in the end i said, "well, so i guess if i feel like talking then i'll just give you a ring. and if i dont, you wont be getting any calls neither msges frm me alright?" he just said mmmm. (wtf -.-") and i just hung up saying ALRIGHT THEN (as my last word) LOL!
ok, honestly i dont know if i should talk to him or not. he was like forcing me to ans him if im serious in this relationship cus he dont wanna wait and get ditched in the end. i feel sorry for him cus he's pathetic. he EXPLAINED. (shivers) told me that he can be nice, and be really nice and he can be really mean, and be really mean. -.-" thats stupid. im clueless cus i've told myself not to talk to him anymore. just when i thought he would give up calling me, in the end he didnt. i just dont know whats the right thing to do. i need a hug.
bye!
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