do i look like a frigging Indonesian or even Philippians? this is galling. each time a customer comes in, its so typical of them to ask me this, "are you frm indonesia?" and i'll be smiling to them replying a NO. and they'll ask me again, "philipines?" *still shaking my head* "ohh, then?" i'll still hold that smile and respond, "IM A SIN-GAA-POO-RREE-IAN!" lol. omg. do i really look like im not from Singapore? A manager from Sakae Sushi thought that i was a mexican (OMGG!) bcus he heard me teaching Ying Spanish. well, technically im not really a malay. so perhaps they got the right to ask me if im indonesian or not. ok bullcrap. but the Mexican part was cool. hahaha! did i tell you that the Manager of Sakae Sushi guy ever asked me out? yeah he did. but i sort of like shy-ed away. oh wells.

kkk, so i've made my choices on which poly/courses that i intend to go to. praying real hard to get them! today's work was exceptionally DULL! did some "spring cleaning" bcus there wasnt much customers. and OHH! daughter of my mom's friend desperately needs a job. guess what my mom did? ASKED ME TO OFFER HER ONE! =.= omg. *again getting on my nerves* i mean, im done recommending new staffs with my manager as most of them call it quits. you see, MY MANAGER DONT TRUST ME IN ENDORSING A NEW STAFF TO THEM. so thats mostly it.

Thomas did something to me today. fucking jerk! and guess what was his last word? "dont hit me bcus you'll fall in love with me. and you will dream of me tonight [...]" i was like *eeeeew! you poker face! i'll never fall in love with you!* and he was practically shouting across the restaurant. GUESTS WHO PASSED BY HEARD HIM SAYING, "you'll dream of me tonight! confirm one! i promise you! i bet! you'll think about me!" ... HOLY CRAP laaa, wth is wrong with him? i was like wtf. shut the fuck up scum. you brainless jerk. i'll never fall in love with u =.=
and this reminds me of the book, ECLIPSE >.< hahaha! when Jacob kissed Bella and told her tht she'll think about it at night, contemplating between him and Edward, deciding to either pick one of them. HHAHAAHA! i know exactly how Bella feels. its an ASSAULT! and omg omg omg! in Breaking Dawn, BELLA GOT PREGNANT!!!!!! omg omg omg. wah, i think im really a fanatic for Twilight's Book sequence! LOL.

call me a spastic, but my mood keeps changing every single minute. its like im having mood swings, not precisely it, but SORT OF. like one moment im all moody and the next, im all so happy, so hype. its not really me being myself. i think im trying to veil something. i dont really know this well myself. i dont wanna be a cry baby and cry for little stuff. but its really inquiring. i mean, I DONT EVEN KNOW WHATS WRONG. its pretty outlandish to not know what is bothering you. hyea, tell me about it.


and i miss you babe, i wonder why i dont even know you anymore. *shrugs*

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