still deciding. im feeling kind of lost right now. 60+% (national average) of Normal Acad students who sat for their O's this yr had manage to pass, the rest [...] this proves to me that i should be happy. u know why? bcus i must consider myself lucky! thank Allah for responding to my prayers. to my astound, i did better than those who were considered "smarter" than me. im not really over this matter-- the fact that i passed (not with FLYING COLOURS) but with improvements. unexpected improvements! ohh boy, i think i need to get myself over this. i'll just pick a course that im dying to get into. and if i were not get into the course i want, I'LL APPEAL. Hui said i could bcus of my Eng? idk. lets just pray harder this time :) and ohh! i didnt tell you guys this right? i retook my MT (i know u guys alrdy knew this) but i didnt tell you that I GOT ANOTHER C5! see! wow. my prediction was so true! LOL! dumbfug. i shouldnt have sat for it. shouldnt have been so "confident" enuf to give it another shot. i was being denial you see. i thought i could score bcus i USED to score an A for my MT in.. well, in sec1..... OKAY!OKAY! that was sec1. downright stupid!

anw, i cant sleep evntho im shagged. havnt been eating well lately. and idk why im feeling all so fidgety almost all the time. plus, i have to wake Momo up tmr at 6am =.= shit you. my gaud, my arms are so feeble right now.

and my mind's blank. k bye!