im glad its over. maintained my english standard (tho i expect to get an A1) at least a B3 is alright i guess. and to my astound, I PASSED MY MATHS! well to be honest, i've never passed my maths ever! not in my entire Sec 5 life. not even in my common test (in O levels). the best part was, its a last-minute practice. i had like 2 weeks and i made a full use of it. well i think i could have done much better if i hadnt been wasting time contemplating about stupid issues. lets set that aside, so my results was quite bad. im happy bcus AT LEAST I GOT A SEAT IN A POLY! im very contented with what i got. i feel sorry for those who didnt make it. i know exactly how they feel. but hey! no one's a failure. everyone's a winner in their own way :) just look on the brighter side. you guys have made it through! you've overcome many fears throughout this journey and im dead proud of all of you :) and in all, i wish all the best to all my fellow friends in whatever they do in the future.

now, back to me. LOL! so im still deciding on what course should i take. although there's choices of Poly to choose from, i have to keep in mind that im competing with everyone else in Singapore. Thousands of schools and millions of students are fighting for the right seats. So i have to be pragmatic in choosing the courses which will evidently determines my future. (cheychey!) i know i have been saying this alot of times but, IM STILL CONSIDERING IN QUITTING MY JOB. i need money. havnt seen dad for a month. and this simply means im on my own. another option i could think of is to find a better job. my pay is &*^&$^ low!! so perhaps i'll find an easier job, with a gd flow of kaching! and also the one which fits my schedules perfectly :) so i have like 2 more months to find loads of cash. GD LUCK TO ME! lol.
alright, till then, nothing's good enough.
love, yanney.