birthday pictures have yet to be uploaded. will do it sooon. and im damn lazy. anw, i came abt a realization that i havnt been talking about my life.... LIKE REALLY ABT WHATS GOING ON RIGHT NOW. well, eversince i've started using LJ, sense like my diary. you know, it felt safe, secure, protected. (khehs) also bcus people get a little bit too offended abt it. hahahhaha. i've been really lazy. like a real pig. well, infact, much lazier than a pig. this bugs my mom's eyes (that goes to me aswel) urgh!
so on Friday, right after seoul gardening with atika, at about 1/12am, we saw 2 kids. a 2yr old, and a 10 yr old. it teared me when i asked them why they were out at the wee hours when the 10 yr old ans that his dad's in jail and mom was quarreling with her friend. so he decided to sort of "run away" from home till the tiff's over with the younger brother just to avoid getting beaten up. (like omg right?!! POOR KIDS!!!) initially me and atika intended to go to the other 7-elevn. i dropped the idea after seeing those poor kids (they hadnt eaten the entire day!) I WAS TEARING UP when he told me about his life as atika asked him few qns. i couldnt take it seriously!! it wasnt sympathy. it was deeper than that. yes. empathy.. it just hit my mind that i had to take these kids back to my place and give them a meal or sth. so i dialed my house and ask ibu's permission. she agreed immediately; worried abt these kids safety. i was so eager to bring them back. asked them to wash their feets and hands before meal. they watched the tele right after that. and ofcus, they were sleepy. i decided to take them home. atika had to leave so i was the only one who could supervise on them. saw afian otw to their block (thank god! there were a few mat-motor loitering at the block they live in) so he accompanied me. their mom called the police before i reached the place. so the police came over. IT WAS A MOMENT OF INSANITY. i felt like strangling the mother of these kids. she has 4 kids in total okay! and the money that was given by the CDC (she was unemployed), was surrendered to her boyfriend! ohh, you know for what? FOR HIM TO GET HIS BLOODY LICENSE!! -.-" omg! what kind of mother is she??! leaving the kids hungry and let the boyfriend take all the money???!! urgh! on top of that, all of her kids gets beaten up most of the time! i can really imagine how their life is. its like living in hell!! the 2 yr old had bruises on his head!!! ITS A 2 YEAR OLD FOR FUCKS SAKE!! GIVE HIM A FUCKING BREAK!! HE'S FUCKING INNOCENT!! omg. i cant take this. its too much lah! (sighhhhh) urgh! so i hadda write a statement. the police officer was kind enough to save me from all the hassle and edited some of the part. (LOL) ohh! guess what! the next morning, the 10 yr old came over to my place and peeked at my doorstep! once i caught some heads popping out, i went like, "who's there?" the next minute, i heard running footsteps. awwww, poor kids. i hope they're fine now... (sigh)
on a brighter note, i've been indulging myself with all sort of ways. that keeps the frets away. bcus if im bored of doing nothing, i'll end up cussing and get mad over my attitude of lazyness which ofcus makes me whine more and more and more. and someone will just take me as a twit. bcus they think im so funny that im taken as the laughing stock! -.-" ok. you guys might not understand whats coming out of my brains. see what i mean?? im getting mad. mad bcus i dont have a job! grrrrr. ok, enough about that.
i dont think i should blabber too much. it'll wreck my brains/mouth/hands/whatever you can think of.
night kids.
