what is it? what could it possibly be? me turning the clock or you boiling things up? i never felt so pathetic since last night. i thought i could let things go but i was being in denial. i never could. why did you hurt me? try being in my shoes. i had enough of these annoying and absurd assumptions that you give. fuck you honestly. i loved you. and i thought we were more than what we look like. it felt that way. i know you feel it too. why are you running away from these? give me a good explaination. give me a reason to hold on to. why do u keep insisting on erasing those memories? why cant you leave them alone as it is? why do u have to hurt me every time? i am sick of crying for you. you have no idea what i've been through. you took all my mirths away and left me with agony. i couldnt bare to look at you that day. hope you'll jump off the cliff to ease my pain. thank you.


dont wanna let this aggravate my emotions. btw take a peek at the picture above. it looks as tho as its my cover album or sth right?! haha! anw, caught Transformers 2. honestly i didnt catch the 1st movie but went fr the 2nd one. and it was a major blast. love it! do watch em aites! ghost of my gf past is pretty much a predictable romantic flick. do catch em too :)

havnt been blogging. ohh hell yeah im damn busy during the hols. here's a little bit of entertainment for you guys ;)
watch the first video first.


and then you watch this.


and look look look! its in my desktop. hahahah! idk why im so excited abt this picture. LOL.
school holidays has been extended (WOOHAYY!) so whats my plan? PARRTAAAY! we'll be hitting the clubs soon (i so cant wait for that) yeeepeedoo. alright idk what to talk abt. ugh shit. tmr heading to joelynne's place again to bake cookies(?) should i go swimming tmr? or shouldnt i? :\