urrghh! why do i keep on holding on to the past? why cant i just let go? you said you'll hold onto every momories. and now, "1st monthsary" is written all over your pm. DAMN YOU! (im trying my v best to control my vulgar) what are you trying to do when you gave me that look? i am burning in fury. and the best part is, i have no idea why im reacting this way. you make me look like a piece of dung. i dont know if i ever regret leaving you. was it meant to be this way? stop hurting me! im trying to convince myself that this isnt jealousy. its just pure disgust. and i know im not clutching the foregoing timeline. i've made the right choice. there's no turning back or patching up. just dont try so hard to bring me down.

sigh.
im not feeling myself lately. CMS is such a burden to my schedules. i cant seem to get along with my PC. why cant it open the files that was loaded thru the stupid edoc?!! i've mailed my mentor and am anticipating for his reply. i hope he gives me some response.

friday was joyous. i didnt realize how much i've missed radyn, kester and hui2(esp!) lol. more of these okay babes? ;)
yesterday was enjoyable much. went out with linda and her siblings to catch Drag me to hell. thanks eh ayu! hahah. wanted to catch this romantic flick (cant really rmbr the title of the movie) with linda but we pitied emma. and we spent minutes deciding on the right movie at the booth. and i tell u, I HATE THE ENDING! why cant they get married and live happily ever after?! uber fiasco-ness! LOL. i wanna kill the director. somthing funny happened yestd. but i dont wanna mention it. I AM FILLED WITH SHAME. (ok, stop being so dramatic) but yes. i was feeling abit, embarrassed. okok. shall not expose myself here. haha!

i rmbr vividly when i was in kindergarten, i told my sis that i would marry Michael Jackson when i grow older. how sad, he left the world.
nights.