to love someone doesnt mean you have to own them. when he said "you would be so so perfect but i fell for the wrong girl before i met you" got me taken aback for a sec. i tried to put that words into assumptions and questions shoot my head. it couldnt be that im in love with this guy. it cant be and it wont.
i want to give it a shot but a sharp pull had to wake me up from my crazy idea. its like im forbidden to. i shouldnt make any exceptions neither should i risk myself drowning. tried to avoid the conversation that caused a start but he kept on pushing it too far. im trying to let him see reasons but he just dont get it. and i find my point hanging on the loose.
he told me to make some changes to my perspective. my question was, are you ready to see the flip side? bcus its gna turn fast and im not gonna turn back. i wanna be adored, not captivated.
trying to face the tempo but it gets harder every moment. thats the reason why im eluding my emotions. i told you that i dont take chances. im sucha timid young girl. what do you bargain for?
can anybody see im in a mess? no. tsk. ofcourse not.
nobody notice.