watched Ayat Ayat Cinta just now and i know im pretty much outdated. that movie has been out since like last year and i only got to watch it like...now? hahaha. whatever.
cried uncontrollably during the whole upsetting scene. cant help it. i was filled with empathy for the main character's first wife. weird but i think i've experience that kind of feeling. hmmm.
loving someone and to own that someone are total opposites. so you better watch your tongue whenever u wanna say "I LOVE YOU" bcus you might not really love that person. dont just pronounce the word just for the sake of pronouncing it. sigh.

you know what?
it doesnt matter anymore.
seriously.