songs being played continuously on itunes. messy bedroom. piles of uncleaned dishes. lights are on everywhere. unattended rooms. electricity running tremendously. dirty clothes all over. coffee mug on the floor.
IM SO FUCKING LAY ZEE, no, its not an understatement afterall. i've gotta admit.
i feel so hopeless now. wait till mama wakes up.
another day without you with me, its like a blade that cuts right through me, but i can wait, i can wait forever.
do i really think i can bear with the agony of waiting?
yeah i know its the price i've gotta pay but do you think its worth it?
hurts me staying in the same position without moving.
i've got no guts to walk this journey alone neither am i asking for help.
ugh bummer!
