the past 3 days i had with you was way beyond words. i cant explain how delighted i was. and i have to agree with haz. i did glow abit. haha!

every moment i spend with every single one of them was fantabulous. i felt like i was a part of the family. i've never felt so belong before. your family is my family now. i've never felt this way before. i treasure every second i had. even it means staring in your eyes blankly. or just stoning with you. as long as you kept me in your arms, i felt safe and secured.

the more i look at the pictures, the deeper i fall.

the more i love your family.

the more i miss them. the more i want them here with me.

the more it makes me want to cry.

oh god, i cant wait for June to come so all of you will be here with me. or perhaps i might fly back with you guys. hahah (insyallah)

really touches me when Galih almost cried for me. haha. tears flew more.

im sorry for i cant accept your Mom's gift. it was too big. too much. all of you flew here just to see me. that is already a huge gift. i dont need another expensive ones. but thank you. i dont know how to express my gratitude to you guys. its just completely insane. felt like a dream come true. i just cant believe its reality bcus its just way too sweet. everyone was being over-nice.

siggggh. i'll try to be strong as i promised.