i am so agitated i swear im about to blow my top off the ceiling.

im hating my projects so bad now (how much i try to love it, i just cant... ITS IMPOSSIBLE!)

i dont even feel like going to school tmr. -.- bummer!!!

i am this close to giving up. i am this close to quit school. im fucking pissed with the fact that my school's system is sucha bastard. i dont see reasons why i should endure................... ok crap! i should endure, remain positive and be cool about this. I JUST CANT WAIT TO GET MY HANDS ON THAT CERTIFICATE!!

urggghhh! kill me nowwwwwww!!!

why does life have to be this hard? im running on the treadmill for crazy hours and my muscles are fatigue as hell. its time for me to press the stop button. but my head just wont let me do it. my hands are frozen and my feets are numb. im completely loosing everything ironically im trying to hold on to something. i feel dumb oh yes i do. when will this all end?

dont tell me to keep on pushing as if i didnt. well if its not enough then what is? nothing seems to be sufficient. every little thing i do seems so little with tons of effort. what is this?! unfair!!

provide me some mercy. im begging you for it!

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