oh whatever.
petrification hits me. i rather things come to me and i accept it than me searching for something i want. we didnt say i love you. words got stuck in between our teeth. guess shit happens at times. guess my thoughts was always false. i dont know if we're robust enough. im like a complete fool to all these absurd ideas yet im giving them the reply. isit me? or tell me, THE WORLD.
we're cold now. so cold.
nights.