
dear john was an upsetting movie. dang i wasted a whole lott of tears in that theatre. honestly it reminded me so much of myself and the state im in right now. but poor girl she should've waited really. you know how much i envy couples who gets to meet each other every day or the very least, once every week. you guys should treasure every moment you have with your partner. i mean, i dont understand why (some people i know, *not naming anyone*) they tend to argue alot. its fine to argue but some tiny issues are just a waste of time to fight about. damn it, you guys should spend that time laughing or giggling and being comfortable with each other instead of frowning and deciding who should speak first, looking nasty. seriously.
apologizing is not about who's fault isit and who started the fight, its all about putting your ego's aside bcus you value your relationship more than your ego.
anyway, i spent quality time with my mom and fav sis. mother asked me why i wanted to come along and i told her i miss her, she smiled gleefully. haha!
i thought i saw Hanif on my way back home and gave him a call to check if it was him. and wow. IT WAS HIM! boy he sure looked different. i cant believe he grew so fat and chubby now... NOT! haha. no im not being mean but he looks as if he gained some weight which is good bcus he doesnt look scrawny like before :D
told Hui im not going clubbing bcus i've made a promise not to anymore. HAHA! so we'll prolly have dinner together :)
i havnt talk about my papers but yeah. basically i think im gna flunk my COS theory exam bcus the paper was ridiculously tough. i swear to god that the paper was filled with the most unreasonable questions that are insanely out of the human intellectual capacity! i just wanted to die in the exam hall... no, im serious.. i really wanted to die in there. at least i dont have to go through any pain. i could be a ghost and roam anywhere i like.. ha ha ha. funny -.-
i've been opening up myself back again and im hoping to get "Me" back.
night lovelies.