people come and go. then i see crowds weeping away bcus of their loss.

and here i am. sitting by the corner watching their every move feeling kind of.. lost? i dont know if i should be sad bcus i have never felt any love from my grand dad. except his blessings i guess but.. no love. so im wondering if i should cry or not (?)

for all i know, teardrops should flow with sincere. not for the sake of seeing other people crying. so i guess we should all accept the fact that he has passed on and we have to move on too. stay optimistic. the world is gonna end anyway. we're all gonna see each other soon (im talking about the dead)

im sorry to hear about his death though. i hope God would forgive all his sins and reserve a place for him at the paradise. i will pray every now and then for him to be safe in his afterlife event. everyone is going to experience it one day too. its just a matter of time.

ya' know?

exams' around the corner. i should study. but im not doing it. giving up sounds like a good way but hey! thats not gonna come out from an optimistic person like me.

just gonna do whats right.

nights.