hows my pictuare? heh heh.
so i went shopping with ilyan and shikin. i enjoyed their company. feel extremely comfortable with them :) and thats a good thing btw.
shopping totally made me rise up all the way to the moon! :D its an unexplainable feeling (only girls would understand) i bought new bra from piere cardin and let me tell you that their bra's are AMAZING. unlike those "buy two get one free" where you can get them at the cheap stores. so basically i bought expensive stuffs today; Volcom slip ons, bags, earpiece.. it was pretty splendid you can say ;)

so anyway i might be broke anytime right now. i hate to shop with my card bcus i wont give a fuck how much is left inside (which is bad bcus i would get that kind of shock whenever you check your balance after shopping) then i'd feel all regret and start figuring which stuff that i bought is a need and which is a want. at the end of the day, i'd find myself buying stuff i want and not what i need -.-

been really thinking about my relationship status for now
and i dont want to think about it. its very complicated and confusing right now honestly. i dont even know whats going between the both of us. he's busy enjoying himself in Bali or wherever he's at and im like in this stupid island having exams and stressing my butt off struggling on my studies. ftw. life's unfair :(
guys are asking me out etc and im thinking if i should reject the offer when i really need some company. im not saying physically but verbally. i need someone to talk to. someone whom i can share my thoughts and feelings and spill everything like how i usually do to my other boyfriends.
sigh.

school's a bitch (seriously, whats new on that?) im hating it. wait, I ALREADY HATE IT SINCE THE DAY I WAS BORN. k thats fake bcus i used to love school so much that i would cry when mommy didnt allow me to attend it. haah. well life's different now. things have changed and the world is about to end.
nights.