brick by brick. we'll get back to yesterday.

maybe sometimes the reason we're apart is due to unexplainable theories that are meant to be unknown until we die?
i dont know.
for my case is different. i guess?
today marks the 8th monthsary of me with Benjamin Ega Irawan Zadha. to be honest, i dont even think we're together. yes. we do have strong feelings for one another but the distance is undeniably painfully nuts.
im not even sure what status we are in right now. its very... vague.

but im not going to say anything more. i have no rights to make any decisions right now. im just gonna go with the flow and let Him decide for me. yupp. i trust Him with all my heart.

bye!