what does it mean? for a second i thought it something to be achieve so easily then i know, its not. nothing result in happiness. happiness only last for a moment.
caught a romantic flick titled If Only. it kinda upset me when i realize that i deserve to be treated better. oh boy i might be boring my readers if i continue to talk about that man. but i just couldnt help it. you know?
at first i thought maybe he's busy with studying and thats probably why he act so cold towards me, so i told my friends on how i feel and they think that i should understand his status right now. i mean, how can i get attention from someone who lives like a few thousand miles away from me right? so i decided to give a little space.
but the current situation now is im getting used to it. whats the point of calling it a relationship when you dont communicate? AT ALL?
emails. whats the point of having emails when you always neglect mine?
thats it. thats fucking it. i am so tired of this. its time for a break up. TIME FOR A BREAK UP!