so today i got up the train after work. Was feeling uber exhausted when i saw a guy who reminds me of Channing Tatum. His well built body was so awesome i couldnt let my eyes off him.
Then he walked pass me with his arms brushing against mine, entering the train as the door opens. i noticed he was reader too, just as i am (but im not much of a crazy reader like haz.. Hehe) so he somehow got my attention. I was pretending to look at my book when i secretly was trying to find him at the other cabin of the train. Ofcourse, he was visible :) his body was facing my direction. as he turns his eyes on me and grabs the pole, indirectly showing his biceps, i had to clear my throat in nervousness. Lol!

I was hoping he'd alight at the same stop as me. And to my delight, he did. I heaved a breath to control my excitement. i dont know. It seems like exciting somehow. *shrugs* i marched towards the escalator trying to keep up with his pace and went forward, hoping to catch his attention. I somehow felt he gave me that though i know he was right behind me. As i got out and turned to the exit, our eyes met and we hold a gaze towards each other. It felt, peaceful and somehow, made it curious for me to get to know him. His eyes reminds me of the velvet zesty color of my shirt.

i knew he was right behind me. And we went up. then i realized my pace was getting faster and he was trying to keep up with me. i managed to catch the lift before the door was closed and was hoping he would be able to catch up with me. And so when the door was close to shut, i thought he wouldnt make it but his hands appeared in between the door, followed by a sly smile. Yes. The smile was for me. he almost caught me blushing but out of luck, i controlled it.
my heart was thudding hard and the look he gave me was as if he heard it beating too fast like the beat of a horse ride. he was being a gentleman by letting me out of the lift before he did and i smiled. It was just, romantic (somehow) i walked down and he fasten his steps. Then i caught him walking right beside me. i was nervous ofcourse! my heart was racing like a cheetah. it was pretty amusing bcus i caught him looking at me and then trying to approach me somehow but i was so nervous that i had to pretend to text someone. He looked away and we continued walking side by side, awkwardly.

The next thing i know, we went on our separate ways. I was really hoping he would pop out and surprise me by asking my number but unfortunately, my hopes had drawbacks. so by then, the pavement was left with me, and Dear John.
Moral of the story? if we're fated to meet again, then let god decide.
Nights :)