yes. i've been longing for affection. and i wanted that from him at that moment. lust is what i could think of. being around someone who smells incredibly lustful was nuts. HAHA! i meant smells really good and tasty.. yumms.
our eyes locked into each other, body pressed and our lips almost too close to contact. i could feel his breath and i could count his heartbeat. a second passed as he leaned forward and went for my lips. i gasped for air. couldnt handle that amazing kiss probably lasted for 30 minutes! i've never kissed anyone this long! i could feel his wet tongue licking onto my lips for some moment. funny i could actually talk and laugh while our tongue are still attached. it was just, amazing :)
we did some talking too. it wasnt purely physical contact but yeah.
he was being honest to me, and insisted on the term FWB. i declined ofcourse. told him that it sounded cheap and i never want to be like that. but truth is, i dont want him to be my boyfriend. neither does he met my criteria. but im yearning for his touch, his breath, the scent and warmth of his skin. fuck it.
control yanney.. controllll!!!! hehehe.
anyway. i have a test tmr. GOODLUCK TO MEH! :D
nights.