so i thought i wouldnt get any nice guys around.
God has really change my perspective. i dont know if this guy would be the one i would really fall for. i mean, i thought it was love when i was with Ega. wait. I ASSUME its love. maybe it is. but no one can question love. it just happen. infact, love IS complicated and what not?

last night was beyond speechless. i was refrained from voicing out my thoughts. its like something completely unexpected happened. i never knew he was such a sweetheart. the last time someone came over to my place during the wee hours when i was hungry just to pass me food was like... ages i think? and Faizal did that for me the very last night. im, moved :)

to think he would cab down here but no, he walked.
to think he would chill out with me and you know, get something in return but no, he didnt.
to think he did it out of impressing me but no, it was sincere.
i couldnt think of anyone as sweet as him. good looking! yes, thats a bonus ofcourse.
i dont even think i deserve such guy. or maybe i do? oh yanney shut up and stop acting noble here. heh! ofcourse i deserve this kind of guy. DUHHHH!

thank you God. i love you so much.
<3 he's asking me out this Tuesday. i thought it would be too soon but nope, i think its something very enticing. everytime i get text messages from him, smile just slithered across my face! i would just beam in joy! lol! i dont know whats gonna happen next between us but, lets just let the ball roll on its own shall we? :D

nights.
love, yanney.