have you ever felt like you've done something so wrong that you wish you never did? something embarrassing. i dont know whats up with me during this whole month but i would feel that way without amiss at least ONCE a day! and i would just wanna hide myself from the world... in a paperbag if it works.

the next thing i realize, i was close in loosing my dignity.

it hurts me everytime i look at myself and i think that im capable of doing so much better and bamm, i blew it in an instant. yes, im being very thoughtful right now.

i feel the need to change the aura and perspective i have bcus i can see myself evolving into something unpleasant. thus i need to think before i do anything and have a sense of EGO and pride. i cant simply throw myself like that. i need a barrier to stop me from going insane as from the looks of it, I ALREADY AM GOING NUTS.

time for a change yanney. time for a change.

as for love,

all i can say is, it couldnt get any much worse. im not gonna bother about love bcus love suck balls and love, keeps you from going sane. which means when you're in love, YOU ARE CRAZY. you are out of your head. so please dear readers, NEVER fall in love. just loose it.

be happy being single bcus. SINGLE is the new love. hahahhaha!

ok im crapping again -.-

alright yanney. cherrios.

GOOD LUCK!