its so great to be home early today.. feels serenity. lol!

so many things to jot down not to mention i get lost in class most of the time. i swear everything seems so foreign to me. all i need is a miracle.

talked to Ega last night. yes, as some of you might have guessed, tears rolled as i scanned through photos of us. videos of me dedicating a song for him. it seems awfully sweet and i couldnt help but cry.

He said i havnt changed one bit. just that im so much confident right now and he like it that way. to be honest, so do i. perhaps the experiences that i went through after the break up are the cause of what i am today.

i dont know what else to say now. kinda dumbstruck.

alright im off for some productive study.

adios.