my school is sending a bunch of students to Adelaide, Ega's uni for attachment. i hate the fact that the application deadline is over and i missed it.

i wouldnt mind paying for a large sum and going with the school (which is safer) just to probably see Ega there.

then again, i should just go for a holiday to Adelaide instead of attachment. right? haha. i dont know. thinking of going for a holiday when my bills are not settled? dang. i really do prioritize on my wants and not needs -.- should stop doing this.

so yesterday i webcammed with Ega and it was good to see him. it felt as if i was on my way back into love. yeah, it felt good :)

i have lots of things to do in mind but my fingers wont stop fidgeting on some other buttons, influencing me to let go of anything i really intend to do. lol!

im gonna go now. its getting pretty "early" for my class today.

night. wait, morning ;)