when you take a toll of your life, you'll realize its all a deception. you dont know who to trust. you dont want to trust your instincts albeit knowing they would never deceive you. then you feel like crawling back into that someone's arms.

it gets complicated over time. who can you turn to if its not Him?
but you're ashamed. ashamed to face Him alone, though knowing running away from him will only keep you safe temporary cause you cant hide.

if only heroes exists.