infact, it feels like im single now.

i dont know how the fuck did we end up in an argument.

i know i kept expecting things from you and didnt realize that but you know, im in need now. i just want you to be here and tell me that everything's gonna be alright. stroke me by the hair and mouth that 3 letter words like you mean it (and if you dont mean it, dont bother)

im selfish and im aware of that. i want to be loved but i dont wanna be in love. i hate the fact that im self centered all the time not thinking about consequences or emotions of someone i find so special to me. i miss someone and i think its you.

im tired of being the one person who sits and wait. you need to understand that i cant do that. just get your ass here fast, cause im dying (ok drama)

anyway, cramps just gotta pull my mood down. told abang i was craving for kinder bueno right when he stepped in the house after work, you know whats the sweetest thing?

he went out again just to get me what i wanted. thats what i need :) thanks abang. love you!

He's gonna call me soon, god knows how much my phone bills are gonna cost.

night guys.