and the truth is, i miss you.

(no that quote above was from the lyrics of Morning Sun by ColdPlay)

infact, i dont miss him. i just miss how we used to be so close. so fragile. so madly in love.

i was walking by pasir ris at prolly abt 11pm? heading back home from Hui's Chalet alone. it strucked me that, that day, this photo, both of us went there, and had a pretty much good time talking :) i miss those days. i wish he could see how much he meant to me before.

but all good things come to an end. its okay, i've moved on :)

i have a problem with my partner. HE IS SUCH A DICK! im sorry but he just made me think that he's the most horrible human i've ever met (thats abit exaggerative but..) really!

apart from that, life is getting a little alright. im not always partying but im contented. i kinda studied myself this few weeks and i thought i could really put off without getting hammered in a month.

it kinda made me feel somewhat alive and more thoughtful. i get tensed at times but i think thats pretty normal so i should try and get used to things i dont like to do. make it a habit. prolly i could kick all those old habits aside.

That above is the most recent photo of me. They're people i hang out with, go to lunch with, laugh during FYP with, catch a movie with.

when the people i share my sorrows and crazy laughter,

is her?

dear shikin,

i hope you're doing alright down there. i hope everything would be back to normal again cause this awkward silence is driving me nuts. im muting myself just cause im following your pace. i hope your heart recovers soon and opens up to tell me how you feel.

you know i'd understand.