Not only have i mentioned this once but i have been talking about it for..... BILLION OF TIMES!

baby thats all i need right now. the smell of waves and strong wind blowing against my skin, intense feeling of satisfaction. OMGOSH! i want that so bad right now.

sitting at the office facing the computer, doing boring stuff... i mean, cmon man. WHERE'S THE LIFE?

i intended to visit Bali during my september holidays. since i dropped the idea of going to Czech Republic (dont ask me why cause im sure you guys know why) i was thinking i should spend more quality time with my love. im planning this trip. we shall book the tickets soon. besides that, my step mom has a house there. i could probably drop by and say hi.

I miss this whole family bonding thing, so much ;(

i miss my mom. i miss listening to what my mom has to say about me. i could see how she tries not to open her mouth when she's with me. i dont know. isit because she's afraid to hurt my feelings or to just avoid conflicts. i hope she'll be okay soon. i know something is bothering her. we dont talk like how we used to anymore. i miss mom :(

i've got nothing much to do in this office. i suck at doing what they ask me to do. which obviously resulting me in blogging crappy stuff. i dont like this job. i hate it! i want my life back. i want to be in school. i wanna have a choice. Im sucha misfit cause all i do is complain. I complain when i have too many task, i complain when i dont have anything to do. i mean, WHAT THE HELL DO I WANT MAN?! uggghh. why isit so difficult? ;(

wondering what shall i do after graduate. dear god, i need your guidance.

have a great day guys.

later gators.