Im trying so hard to be a motivation but all i get is failure, so tell me if I should quit. Im not looking for pain, Im looking for comfort but why did i allow this unceasing agony remain in my zone?

Over pounded issues kept on shuffling in my head. Baffled between love and infatuation. I promised myself to be on the safety ground and never to cross that line. You triggered me at my weakness moment, Im on the edge of the cliff as you heartlessly watch me struggling to keep myself at the lightest pace. How could you be so callous?

Telling you the truth brings you pain, but why did I lie to hurt myself instead?
And now I back in wonder. Have i made the right decision or have i disappoint myself in this lane?
I dont know cause i constantly doubting you again and again.