I've probably took it for granted. Without noticing how childish my reaction made me look like. Then that time came again, the times as I desperately wish things was the other way round and hoping to turn back time. But really. Impossible. I couldn't stop myself from clinging to someone shoulder everytime shits like this happen. I don't know what has got into me. I was sober wasn't I? Was it because I was vulnerably insecure at that point of time? I shield myself with so much ego towards someone who loves me so much and swallowed my dignity for the ones who are against me? Like really. What has got into me? I've gotta thank those who cleared my doubts and made me see what the real outcome was gonna be. I thank god for he had never let me down with constant reminders. Yes it made my relationship much robust than ever and I am ironically glad that things like this happened. For its like a confirmation letter that he, is the right one, always have, always will. Drowning myself with sweet melodies at the moment. Forgive me. couldn't help it :) Love, Yanney.