honestly miss this truckloads. I love my Byron so very much I swear I do. You guys should know by now.

and it has been such a crazy 4 months I had without him by my side. It's horrible. I dont have anyone to lye on the shoulders to, to literally cry on, someone to accompany me go anywhere in the world.

The crazy times we had in Sentosa, almost every date at VivoCity was our favourite thing. We would have ice cream and watch the sun set, late night movies, sleepovers! My god, he's one of the only guy I have spent half of my life with. Friends who found me so happy, stoked, never before seen happiness. I am truly happy with him. 

There are ofcourse the bad times like us fighting, so embarrassing to think of it. But we still stick through. The only one who would say its okay to me when im not being myself. Who would constantly be there for me, listen. He listens. Thats what I need the most, someone who listens to me. Even when im speaking so gibberish, he would be angry at me and all he would listen and keep calm. 

Someone who would know every little truth about me and still looks at me the same way he did the very first time we met.

We were like in other words "siamese twins". Wherever see me, you'll see him, wherever you see him, you'll see me. He was more than just a boyfriend or a boyfriend. I never felt this way towards someone so strong. The love and devotion he gave me was beyond description. Its nothing ordinary. It was bedazzling. Someone who would lose his job for me. Someone who takes care of me instead of my own family. Someone who would run 11km in the middle of the night just to see me, someone who would honestly take care of me like im his baby, his child? He dotes on me so much. No one would treat their gf like their wife but he does. And he's always happy to say that im his wife when we havnt even make it official. haha.

I have been staying at home for way too long when he's away nevertheless Im looking forward for December to come. Its gonna be super duper crazy. I know so. 

Its going to be a thrill ride. 

He's gonna be there for me 24 hours in 30 days. He's gonna be there.

I love him more than anything in the world.

Byron JB.

my one and only <3 p="p">