
its like im immune to whats happening on my surroundings. school's topic of projects are completely a whole new level to me. doing it online and having trouble with it, adding on; with no one to turn to; its sucha magnificent terror. im unable to breathe at times and im having trouble finding solutions. why cant my life be similar like those in the movies? where i could have the most fascinating ending. not tryna be too emotional/sensitive here but whats going on right now at this moment is that my cerebrum is turning into a plain white sheet. procrastination is one of the major issue that has been causing all my tension. why cant i be like my other classmates? i feel dumb at times bcus i cant handle programming. moreover, maths! its easy to comprehend when the teacher teaches but its hard when im trying to get it on my own. FUCK H1N1! i wanna go school and just ask for more help. i think im not trying hard enough. cant continue to laze around.
I KNOW I CAN DO THIS. I KNOW I CAN!!!
stay strong yanney.
amin.
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