
its like im immune to whats happening on my surroundings. school's topic of projects are completely a whole new level to me. doing it online and having trouble with it, adding on; with no one to turn to; its sucha magnificent terror. im unable to breathe at times and im having trouble finding solutions. why cant my life be similar like those in the movies? where i could have the most fascinating ending. not tryna be too emotional/sensitive here but whats going on right now at this moment is that my cerebrum is turning into a plain white sheet. procrastination is one of the major issue that has been causing all my tension. why cant i be like my other classmates? i feel dumb at times bcus i cant handle programming. moreover, maths! its easy to comprehend when the teacher teaches but its hard when im trying to get it on my own. FUCK H1N1! i wanna go school and just ask for more help. i think im not trying hard enough. cant continue to laze around.
I KNOW I CAN DO THIS. I KNOW I CAN!!!
stay strong yanney.
amin.
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i had an amazing night with yatt. he's my TWIN! lol. thanks for attending to my nonsense behavior like, speaking in a british accent. nyeheh! he said i was good at it okay! HAHAHA! sorry no pics bcus we talked way too much. so much so that we forgot to cam-whore. HAHA! my burp-machine boy! :D
and omg omg omgggg!! school is in like 2 weeks time!! ARRRGGHH. idk what to wear. i hate POLY! can i get a uniform? lol. ibu is giving me $400 or less to let me prepare for school! cool or what. NYEHEHH! but i think im gna save it :)
owning a chinese boy? its for me to know, and for you to figure :)
outing with gurlfrans on thursday. caught COFFESSION OF A SHOPAHOLIC! who the fuck directs that fucking movie man?! sucha fiasco. makes me wanna shop! not save! dumbfug. shopping makes you happy you know. its the truth! it makes the world better. LMAO!
i think i need my chocolate waffles now. I SAID NOWW!!! hehe.
PS: im going to school with jia hao on wed. anyone wanna tag along?
im sucha fool for you. how could you swollow me through? i love you but i dont love you. so what now?
deja vu hits me again.
it technically hits me all the time -.-"
i havent say this for some time, i love you ALLAH.
okay bye.
xoxo
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