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Sunday, November 30, 2008

congratulations BOBO! lol. may your marriage last for eternity and be blessed with pockets full of happiness :)

sisters frever :)

i miss Salleh. i really miss him :( i wish i could turn back time and undo everything.
anywaayyyyy went to my cousins' wedding. it was well decorated and pretty much impressive. having rembrd that i havnt seen my uncles and aunts fr (idk how long) ages i guess, they look rather... uhmm, old? LOL! i never really like interacting with them. never they fail to give me a piercing look (as if i did sth wrong) yeah, whatever to that. so the bottom line is, WE DONT LIKE EACH OTHER. hahahahaa!
i hate to admit i feel so left out going fr the wedding as im not so close to my cousins..... AT ALL! however there is a bond between me and my family. my sisters and i took a whole lot of photos when we got there and laughed ourselves. its so obvious that we were the main attraction there =.= almost everyone never took their eyes of us. ok dots. maybe im being too overstating, but you've got to believe this. their eyes were filled with jealousy when they saw the bond of a family we had. evidently their daughters and sons dont get along with each other.. its so clear man. so fuggin clear *roll eyes* HAHAHA!

i realized that i hafnt been updating. sorry people. i've really got nth to blog about. my life was completely dullsville! ohhh, you can never imagine how. i didnt get out of the house for like 3 days alrdy!!! i can die sitting infront of the computer for hours. ok, not really using the computer but left it switched on and neglect it completely cus i was reading my all time fav book. heehee! and ofcus. back to boredom =.= . Nasran promise to take me out so does Haikal. lets hope they wont disappoint me. hehh!

so tmr, (sigh) i am on the verge of giving up in getting myself a job. URGH! im sick of going fr interviews. really man! SICK! SICK! SICK!! and i still cant believe im going for another one TOMORROW!! can you believe it??? =.= i feel like stabbing the manager. LOL! STAB THEM TO DEATH!! STAB! STAB! STAB! ok stop. im spilling nonsense. darn! hmm, so on tuesday... ok wait. i know i have sth on Tuesday. but i cnt rmbr what is it.. urrggh. what do we have on tues?? OHH YA!! =.= lydia's bday celeb. MY GAUD. am i that selfish to even frget my own friend's bday?? =.= URGH! ok, so we still havnt got the plans right. so i guess i'll be meeting WLB tmr and discuss this further. i've got tons more to type. its just running thru my mind. i cant catch and focus any. so i'll type as soon as i get evrything on the right seats.

till then,
sayonara.
BYE!

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pictures of you

Saturday, November 15, 2008

WLB :)

see what i mean? we had tons of fun. anw, anw, anwwww, i've been rotting at home doing absolutely nothing at all. sitting infront of the computer for hours. AND IM DEAD BROKE. dad didnt give me any allowance! ahfuck him. he said, "i thought you finished school?" ya whatever. but i still need money!!! darn it. im mad cus im broke. and i cant go out to chill with my muchachas!! which is equal to FUK-IN-DULL! at least if he give me some allowance i can save up for shopping!! riggghhhtt?? uh, dumb! now i need a job since i dont receive any allowance. shhhittt!! ibu's bf said he might help me out. he'll ask his friends if ther's any slot for me to work as a receptionist! (oh thank ALLAH) so yeah.

i've applied for tons of jobs alrdy. one of which would be a teacher at child care center. i'll be going down for interview soooon! so wish me luck! ;) & i havnt been doing anything FUN lately. self-reflection occurs most of the time =.= and emo session. i miss talking to Gage. he's out of town to visit his grandmaaa. so uhhmm, IM EFFIN BORED. can someone just dial my number?? LOL!! okok. i think i need some fresh air. gonna star gaze tonight!! so prolly be back home past midnight or sth??..

i like the number of my mails, 1,2,3. ahaa. k crap! =.=
i've been restless (in case any of you dont know).

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get laid.

Monday, October 27, 2008

woooootttwoooottss. i've changed my blogskin baby. & all thanks to mr farrelly. LOL. i havnt spill much lately. but what i know is that everybody's changing and im back feeling lonely and incapable of handling issues that pops up from nowhere. deja-vu hits me agaaaiin! & im feeling all crappy. it keeps me thinking of my past. my awful and uber bitterness past. im hating everyone (which obviously means i hate myself too). (long sigh) well i wished evrything would be back to normal so i can breathe healthier. i wish my life was like in the movies where i could experience a happy ending. but then again, OHH WELLS.
so i've been "studying". not exactly but at least i had fun. i did absorb a few important notes which keeps me out of guilt. i havent been feeling myself for quite a long time. suddenly my brains absorbs things fast. i could think fast. & my memory power has extend. LOL. which means its all good. and equivalent to good results for O levels (crosses fingers).
i have an urge to splurge myself with new tops & outfits. hahahahahhaha!! (well again, i wish). i cant wait for O level to vanish. i cant wait to get money. i really cant wait. soon, i'll be having tons of fun till i drop. and i tell you, I CANT WAIT. lmao. ok, stop.

where have you been my superboy?

love, yanney.

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